SeE...tHis iS tHe ThiNg...

Guess what?

I've been going through a very troubled time... lots and lots of sh*t happening to me. Lets go through them one by one shall we?

First up... ME! I'm a very weird/ stupid/ fabulous and crazy person. That is pretty clear from my dp which is GliTter!! (glitter = awesomeness) 

But...there's more than that to me... 

well... that's not the sad part. The sad part is that often times, people fail to understand that. And they go on ''judge the book by it's cover'' mode. Do they ask me what's wrong? NO! Do they listen to me when I wanna speak? NO NO!  

Wanna know a secret?... NO ONE... literally No One knows ''K''. Funny isn't it?

But that's okay... That's called LIFE.. I understand. 

Then this LIFE... It's coming up with more and more random and confusing things to make ''K'' wonder what to do! seriously life? I'm done with this okay? 

Second thing....Okay. Let me put this straight. You know those times when you think you have countless number of friends?

 Well... I used to have that thought till quite a few days back. Sometimes... the people you think will stay with you through thick and thin.. wont even be around, And the people you thought would never show up when u needed them... will go through the storm with u.

 And... This moment of realization...it sucks! 

Right now... my friends are ignoring me thinking I did something wrong. and I know exactly what they are thinking. (the thought is wrong though) Now... I've to do all the things I can to let them know the truth. (which is hard ) 

Okay one last thing... (I'm not gonna drench you in my sorrow.)

The last thing... but probably the most imp thing among the 3. 

That time when u have no idea what's going on or what's happening and u feel disconnected from the world...!Know what I'm talking about? In short... PANIC ATTACKS! 

Gosh.. these attacks makes u do scary things. ranging from extreme sh*t to silly pilly stuffs. And another fun fact.. This is something I kept inside me for a very long time, hiding it from everyone. But now...there's no point in hiding...so I might as well as tell to the whole world.

So yeah... that's that! That's the troubles I'm going through. Might seem silly and stupid to you... but to me it means a lot. ( awful lot) AND this is me ... ''K''... taking u on an emotional roller coaster. You're welcome xD

                                                                  ThE EnD          [K]