MiNi K...

OKAY...so I'm gonna be telling u stuffs I did as a kid...

I was a very quiet kid...won't get into much troubles, wasn't very stubborn and was very calm. I had....actually still have a BIIIGGG obsession / liking towards teddies. And as long as I had a teddy near me... I was in peace. I was a kid who loved chocolates too! yup... I was a sweet tooth from when I was a kid itself....and people who know me well will understand...How much CHOCOLATE means to me ;') 

But the issue was that....I was a very...and by very I mean VERY curious child!  I wanted to know about everyone and everything! And I did stuffs that almost killed me xD 

For example.... I love fire. I still don't know why it fascinates me. And when I was about a year old....my grandpa was burning all the dry leaves in a pit...and I was playing outside. But as soon as my grandpa turned and my mom and grandma weren't looking.... I ran towards the freaking fire pit and jumped into it like it was some sort of a swimming pool...YEAH...I know...I'm stupid. But thankfully.... my grandpa saw me running and though he couldn't reach there before I jumped...he came soon enough and nothing really bad happened to me. And I was just wearing a undie... so my dress didn't catch on fire too! Thanks to undies xD

I have a history of embarrassing people around me too. Once my grandma and I went to her friend's home. They offered me biscuits...and I hated biscuits so my grandma said that I wouldn't eat it...and forced them to take it away. But they kept it on a table close by...and while they were talking...I ate the whole damn thing! Don't even ask me how I did that coz I hate biscuits.... but it happened. And my poor grandma embarrassed herself when they kept on asking '' u said she won't touch these...didn't u?'' xD

Not only that... I had weird dreams too! I once dream't that my mom went missing and I was running around trying to find her. And on the way I see walking alphabets ( yup..A B C...) and I ask them where my mom is and they say that they don't know. Then I see chickens...and ask them but they don't know either. Finally I end up being in some random hotel room ( don't ask me how) with my dad and we get a call saying that my mom is in India :/ I was high....  next day I hugged my mom and started crying telling her to not go to India . She had no clue! 

Well....This just proves that I was a weird kid xD Anyways...I've been slaying from 18th May...and I still continue to slay ;')  ALWAYS WILL <3

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I HoPe ThAt...

I hope...

That one day my daughter wouldn't be sad and depressed...like me.

 I hope that she has the courage to do anything and everything. Hope that she will be able to make her parents proud, instead of bringing shame. Hope she won't ever have to put her head down in front of others.

I hope that my daughter will be loved and cared for by everyone. When she needs someone to find a solution for her dilemma, I hope that she will be able to find the right person. Hope that she won't put her friends and team mates in trouble. Hope that she will never be ignored or left alone. And I hope she will always find someone with whom she can express herself.

I hope that my daughter won't spend sleepless nights crying over some past issues that broke her apart. Hope no one breaks her heart, be it a boy or girl. Hope she won't have to regret the things that she did...Hope that she won't cry helplessly, wondering why life is doing this to her.

I hope my daughter will shine in everything she does. Hope that she won't be the cause of the tears in many people's eyes. Hope that she will not let her mother down. Hope that she won't do crazy things like cut her hand or pull her hair. Hope she understands life....

I hope my daughter will realize that she's always perfect to me. And the way she looks or walks isn't a big deal... I hope she realizes that. Hope she will feel good about her body and won't feel the need to impress the society. Hope she's happy always and that her smile will always stay on her face.

And most importantly.... I hope she NEVER EVER feels like she did everyone wrong and that she doesn't deserve to be in this world...

Hope she will learn to love herself.... and hope she won't repeat the stupidity that her Mom did...

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HaPpY...!!

OKAY....

I realized that my posts are sad and depressing... so here's something a lil better and happier.

See... as I've told you....there are many things that make me sad. But... there's quite a lot of things that makes me wanna smile too. Here are a few...

1) DanCing! there is nothing in this world ( other than music) that turns my mood. Maybe.. I'm not the best of the dancers...but when I dance, none of that matters to me. I'm in my own world doing what I love..

2) Donkey! The one who stood with me when no one else was there... the one who send me sweet messages to lift up my mood and the one whom I hate the most xD (joking) My second half!
 I can write a novel bout u!  Trust me...I don't know where I would be without u... like I literally have NO idea. Your hugs make me happy ( It never fails)
You were always there for me when I needed u... and that means a lot.
You sacrificed a lot for me... and did all that you could to keep me happy :)
Especially...during that competition I had... u came and spend the entire day there and saw all my dances. ( though u were tired)  All this will forever remain etched in my heart! <3

3) Johnny.... Yup...I know everyone knows who I am talking about! How can I not write about u? xD My partner in crime and my ''jelly'' girl. The one who starts missing me when I go for my classes. The one who come running to me to hug me! gosh... this endless list... :)
Stay with me for everything k?
I need u xD

There's more... but that's all for now. I must stop before I write a 20 page essay! Oh... WAIT! I just realized I have more things in life that make me happy compared to the things that make me sad.
well... I like this moment of realization :) special thanks to the above mentioned ''DoNkEy'' :)
                                                                   
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AnChOr

Be an anchor....sinking deep into the sea so that the ship stays put,..!

SeE...tHis iS tHe ThiNg...

Guess what?

I've been going through a very troubled time... lots and lots of sh*t happening to me. Lets go through them one by one shall we?

First up... ME! I'm a very weird/ stupid/ fabulous and crazy person. That is pretty clear from my dp which is GliTter!! (glitter = awesomeness) 

But...there's more than that to me... 

well... that's not the sad part. The sad part is that often times, people fail to understand that. And they go on ''judge the book by it's cover'' mode. Do they ask me what's wrong? NO! Do they listen to me when I wanna speak? NO NO!  

Wanna know a secret?... NO ONE... literally No One knows ''K''. Funny isn't it?

But that's okay... That's called LIFE.. I understand. 

Then this LIFE... It's coming up with more and more random and confusing things to make ''K'' wonder what to do! seriously life? I'm done with this okay? 

Second thing....Okay. Let me put this straight. You know those times when you think you have countless number of friends?

 Well... I used to have that thought till quite a few days back. Sometimes... the people you think will stay with you through thick and thin.. wont even be around, And the people you thought would never show up when u needed them... will go through the storm with u.

 And... This moment of realization...it sucks! 

Right now... my friends are ignoring me thinking I did something wrong. and I know exactly what they are thinking. (the thought is wrong though) Now... I've to do all the things I can to let them know the truth. (which is hard ) 

Okay one last thing... (I'm not gonna drench you in my sorrow.)

The last thing... but probably the most imp thing among the 3. 

That time when u have no idea what's going on or what's happening and u feel disconnected from the world...!Know what I'm talking about? In short... PANIC ATTACKS! 

Gosh.. these attacks makes u do scary things. ranging from extreme sh*t to silly pilly stuffs. And another fun fact.. This is something I kept inside me for a very long time, hiding it from everyone. But now...there's no point in hiding...so I might as well as tell to the whole world.

So yeah... that's that! That's the troubles I'm going through. Might seem silly and stupid to you... but to me it means a lot. ( awful lot) AND this is me ... ''K''... taking u on an emotional roller coaster. You're welcome xD

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HeY!

Well....Hello there!

I am K... and this right here is my blog. The reason I created this is :

1) I'm too lazy to write on paper with pen and,

2) I NEEDED to share my feelings.

There is gonna be a lot of relateable things...as well as many things that only affect me.

Anyways, I hope u are ready to get on this crazy roller coaster with me!

HeRe We GoOooO.....!